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Feed My Soul

By Peter Bowden
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He said it quietly, not as a prayer exactly, but as something close enough to be heard if anyone or anything was listening. Feed my soul. The words did not rise so much as settle, like dust finding its place in the corners of a room long lived in. It had been a day of small weights, voices that asked more than they gave, hours that moved without leaving anything behind. He stood at the edge of evening, where the light thinned, and the world loosened its grip, and he realized hunger was not always of the body. He went outside the way a man returns to something he once trusted. The air carried the faint memory of cut grass and cooling earth. Somewhere, a screen door closed with that soft, familiar complaint, and a dog barked once, then thought better of it. He sat without purpose, hands resting on his knees, and let the quiet come to him instead of chasing it. A breeze moved through the trees, not strong, not certain, just enough to remind the leaves they were still alive. And in that...
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The Mason Jar

By Peter Bowden
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The jar sat on the shelf the way it always had, clear and ordinary, its glass catching whatever light the day offered and holding it without complaint. It had been many things before this keeper of peaches in syrup, of green beans snapped by hand and packed tight, of nails and screws that smelled faintly of rust and work. Now it was empty, or nearly so, save for a thin film of dust and the memory of what it had held. He reached for it without thinking, the way a man reaches for something that has outlived its purpose and, because of that, gained a different kind of weight. Outside, the evening settled in slowly, the light thinning to that soft hour where the world seemed to pause and listen to itself. He carried the jar with him to the porch and set it on the railing. For a while, it did nothing, which is to say it did exactly what it was meant to do. Then, as if remembering, he leaned forward and began to gather what the night was willing to give, first one firefly, then another, each...
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Spring's First Signs

By Peter Bowden
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  Morning arrived with a softness it had not carried for months. The air still held winter’s memory, but it had loosened its grip. Somewhere beyond the bare trees a bird tested the morning with a single note, then another answered, as if the world were remembering a language it had nearly forgotten. In the ditch beside the road, water moved again—slow at first, then certain—carrying away the quiet weight of the cold season. The ground began to change in small ways a man might miss if he hurried. The sun lingered a little longer on the fence posts. The wind no longer cut; it only passed through. Beneath the brown grass, something patient had been waiting all along. Shoots pressed upward through the soil, pale and determined, like quiet promises pushing toward the light. Winter did not leave all at once. It stepped back the way old men do, slowly and without announcement. A final frost might visit, a gray morning might return, but the balance had shifted. The earth had turned its fac...
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An Easter Field Trip

By Peter Bowden
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  The buses came early, the way school buses always did, coughing softly in the cool morning while the teachers counted heads and straightened collars. The children from   St. Patrick’s Catholic School   carried paper lunch sacks and the small excitement that came with leaving the classroom behind. Someone whispered that today they were going to   Holy Trinity , the old place where priests studied and nuns prayed, and where the lawns were wide enough for picnics and Easter eggs. The week before Easter always felt a little different, as if the world itself were preparing for something. Holy Trinity sat quiet and patient when they arrived, its buildings older than most of the stories the children knew. The church rose from the grass like a stone promise. The priests spoke softly as they welcomed the students, their voices echoing gently inside the cool sanctuary where light slipped through colored glass and fell in bright patches across the floor. Afterward the childre...
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The Mule Man

By Peter Bowden
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The Mule Man came into Columbus the way weather comes over the river, slow and steady, without asking anyone’s permission. His wagon followed behind a gray mule that knew the town as well as the streets knew themselves. You could hear them before you saw them, the soft clop of hooves on brick and pavement, the leather harness speaking in small creaks as they turned corners and passed storefronts. Children stopped their games when he rolled by. Shopkeepers stepped to their doors. The mule did the pulling and most of the thinking, and the Mule Man rode along with the quiet patience of someone who understood that a day did not need to hurry to get where it was going. One night something cruel came into the dark. A shot cracked the still air and the mule fell where it stood. In the morning the Mule Man knelt beside the animal that had carried his days and his work and the small living he made from town to town. They said he cried there in the dirt, the way a man cries when something faithf...
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Canvas Tents and Cows

By Peter Bowden
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  The boys had pitched their tents the evening before in the far corner of the pasture where the grass grew soft and the trees leaned together like quiet conspirators. They had cooked hot dogs over a fire that popped and snapped and talked about the kinds of things boys always talked about when the night grew bigger than the field; baseball, ghosts, the possibility of treasure somewhere just past the fence line. The cows had been far off then, dark shapes moving slowly in the twilight, hardly worth noticing. The boys zipped themselves into their canvas tents and fell asleep believing the world had settled for the night. Morning came quietly, the way it often does in the country, not with noise but with fog. It rolled across the pasture and laid itself down over the grass until the whole field seemed to float in a pale gray sea. One of the boys woke first. He heard breathing that was not the breathing of boys. Slow. Heavy. Curious. He unzipped the tent flap and pushed his head into ...
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The Playground

By Peter Bowden
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  Autumn began with football. You could feel it in the air before anyone said it aloud. The boys ran across the playground grass with jackets tied around their waists, chasing a ball that wobbled like it had a mind of its own. Then the leaves thinned, the mornings turned sharper, and football quietly disappeared the way seasons always do, replaced by the hard clicking sound of marbles rolling across the dirt. Pockets grew heavy with cloudy shooters and chipped glass swirls, boys crouched low to the ground like small gamblers studying the universe. Marble season faded the same way, not with an announcement but with the slow turning of the school calendar. One morning a boy walked onto the playground with a yo-yo dangling from his hand, red paint bright as a stop sign, and by lunch half the schoolyard hummed with spinning string. Yo-yos slept at the end of their cords and climbed back again like obedient pets. Duncan tops came soon after, pulled tight on their strings and thrown hard...
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