The Quiet Between Prayers

By Peter Bowden


He sat on the back porch after the evening news, the same place he’d said his prayers for forty years. The wooden chair creaked with the weight of habit. He folded his hands, spoke the names of those he loved, and waited for something—anything—to stir. A moth brushed the lamplight, its wings whispering against the glass. Somewhere beyond the yard, a train called into the dark, long and hollow. 

When he was younger, he used to believe the world bent slightly when he prayed—like wind moving through wheat. He believed healing could come, that loneliness could be lifted, that the right words might reach heaven if said with enough sincerity. But time had a way of sanding the edges off certainty. Now, he thought maybe prayer was less about asking, more about noticing—how the night air cooled the skin, how the crickets tuned themselves to one another, how silence didn’t always mean absence. 

He stayed there a while longer, not saying anything, not asking for anything either. A breeze came down from the trees, brushing the hair at his temples. It wasn’t an answer, but it was something. Maybe prayer wasn’t meant to change what happens—but to help a man see what is.

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