The Yellow Rain Slicker

 



The rain had been falling since before breakfast, steady and silver against the kitchen windows, and the little boy stood by the back door wearing his yellow rain slicker. It was too large for him. The sleeves swallowed half his hands, and the hood leaned over his forehead so that he had to tilt his head back to see the yard. His mother had bought it that way because boys grew quickly and raincoats cost money. He liked it large. When he wore it, he felt less like a boy and more like some small explorer properly equipped for whatever waited beyond the door. His red rubber boots completed the uniform. Outside, the gutters overflowed, and the driveway had become a collection of shallow brown rivers. His mother looked at him and said, "Don't go far." He promised he wouldn't, although neither of them had ever agreed upon exactly how far far was.

He stepped into the rain. It tapped against the hood like a thousand tiny fingers and made the whole world smell of wet earth, pine bark, and something green being born. He sailed sticks down the gutter and followed them until they disappeared beneath the storm drain. He jumped into puddles deep enough to splash his knees. Beneath the oak tree he discovered an earthworm stranded on the sidewalk and carefully carried it to the grass. Then he stood very still and listened. The rain spoke everywhere at once, on the leaves, the roof, the metal garbage cans, the wooden fence. For a moment he imagined the entire world had become an enormous clock, and every raindrop was another second falling away. He didn't know why the thought made him sad. Children sometimes understand things long before they have words for them.

Years later, after the house belonged to someone else and his mother was gone, he found the yellow slicker in a cardboard box in the back of a closet. It was impossibly small. He held it by the shoulders and wondered how anything so tiny could once have contained his entire life. There were faint mud stains near the bottom and a small tear beside one pocket. He remembered the overflowing gutters and the rescued earthworm and his mother's voice coming through the rain, calling him home for lunch. He closed his eyes and, for just a second, he could hear the rain tapping against that yellow hood again. Then he understood what the slicker had been protecting him from all those years ago. It had never been the rain. It had been time.

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